So far, so close...

So far, so close… Again you are inside my heart in my brain, but when I start to walk I can see thousands of miles between you and me. It’s very angry, because I am all the time thinking of you but I can’t know what you are thinking about right now. I feel you in any way I go, and if I try to don’t remember you, all the regards come back to me and they get catch my without saying any word. Because now, I understand that one second can be enough to be the second character of that history, in which with one look you fall dawn all the time of one live in the prison of love. The storm can be terrible, but when you smile me, all the clouds disappear frightened, because also they know the force of what I feeling inside. It’s so hard that I could break dawn every wall of distance and full all the empty space of the universe only for stay with you.  I know it’s difficult, but if I never try I never gonna now it. I decided to fight, so here I am, standing floods and wins.  I know I have a reason that makes me stronger, I don’t know what it is, but I can listen to a voice inside of me that says: “go on.” I kwon our ways are separate, but my heart has been all the time with you.  It has been broken a lot of times, but even when it was on the verge of dying, it could find a reason to survive and going on to love you. You cannot believe me, but all the letters that I put I am putting for you. And one thing it’s true, I knew that I love you before even I can know who really I am. ¿How many times I started again? I don’t know, because there were so much that I have lost the list. And someone told me one day that in life it doesn’t matter how many times you fall dawn, the really important is to stand up again, and if you fall all the time for the same cause, maybe it isn’t the problem; it’s the reason for why you like to fall. ‘Cause the heart knows some causes that the brain can’t understand, and usually, when the head discover them it’s too late, because all we wanted was just in front of our eyes, but we have never opened it, and now all those things fly on the wind. Therefore, we have to listen to our heart, because every word it says can be the answer of the next question. Remember that our heart and our feelings re gonna be forever, talking and talking about all, and we can’t ever shut up their voice, if you understand them, they are gonna understand you. So tonight my heart and me want to say that you’re the best and the worse person that I have never known, that since I found you I have cry until my teardrops ended up but I can only smile when I feel you near. And I know surely that you don’t want me in your way, but with force or without it, I have sworn to resist and fight in this war, because you’re now in my way since a long time ago and I am only chasing what is in front of me. It was nice to meet you, thanks for don’t go out of my head even one minute. You’re my madness, which can cure me all the illness.